Why couldn't I have been born different?
In a different time and place?
It would have been easier there than here.
God made you like this for a reason.
He put you in this place for a reason.
God doesn't make mistakes.
Stop whining already.
How can I not lament?!
I know God has His reasons.
But my selfish heart screams:
Why is my heart there without me?!
God does not keep the longing heart longing!
He has promised that many times!
He has a plan.
Just keep moving forward.
Easy to say for an idealist!
Easy for someone who's used to the flow!
This waiting game is suffocating!
Can't you see our pain!
Of course I can see it.
But who are you to demand?
Who are you to scream?
Others are hurting too.
They have lamented too.
Sometimes their birth, sometimes the outside.
They have dreamed what I dreamed.
They astounded everyone...only to fall short.
You will have a chance.
Don't be rash or upset.
The time will come.
Just be still and know.
I tire of this waiting.
But it appears I have no choice.
The cage strangles the more I struggle.
I have no choice but to wait.
We'll get out of this cage.
Ease your fears.
Just rest and learn.
We'll make it.