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For a long time, I don’t think I even knew what it meant to love someone.

I mean, I understood what it was like to care about a friend.

I knew what it meant to love a child even if they weren’t mine.

I am even fortunate enough to be loved by my parents.

But when it came to “that” kind of love, I really had no idea.

When someone is hurt, I naturally want to help.

If someone doesn’t want me to leave, my heart bleeds.

When someone tells me that they love me, it makes me happy.

But did I ever love them in return?


Or was it only out of desperate loneliness that I clung to the first one?

Pity for the second one?

Did I seek an escape through the third one?

Did I feel nothing when the fourth one declared his “love”?

Eventually, I felt nothing.

Nothing except the desire to disappear.

Until the fifth one appeared.

I didn’t think anything of him.

I was just waiting for him to leave.

Until then, I would smile and be his friend.

But he didn’t leave.

A part of me was irritated.

“If you’re going to leave, then leave!”

“Stop wasting your time and go!”

I wanted to say that to you.

But the words were caught in my throat.

Maybe I was just lonely again.

But I can’t do that to you.

You, who has a heart that is so sincere.

Even when your affections were apparent, I tried to turn a blind eye.

I wanted to hate the feelings that were sprouting in me.

Maybe I wanted to hate you.

But that was impossible.

“Please…go before I cling to you.”

I don’t want you to get hurt because of my selfishness.
What Is Love?
Just a little story that popped into my head. ^^ Enjoy! *bows*


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Guess what?! My e-book, "Cygnet" is now available for $2.99! This story is a romantic fantasy that features a maiden from a foggy mountain village named Lily and a Ravenhood prince named Noctis. This is not just their story, but the story of a princess and her other half and other characters who make strides in trying to find their own paths. I hope you guys enjoy the story! I wouldn't have been able to make this book a reality if it wasn't for the kick that my sister, Jami, gave me when she said "Stop making notes and just write it already!" and the support that was given to me by my parents and older brother, Jordan, who gave me the inspiration that I needed to keep going. Also, a special shout-out for my friend :icontotochan93:, who has gracefully helped me throughout the process as an editor and a great source for inspiration and ideas. Thank you very much and, again, I hope you enjoy the story!

Update: Here's my bookshop website that has more information about my book. Take a gander!
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TimesFire90 Featured By Owner May 15, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for faving!
khgirl153 Featured By Owner May 15, 2015
You're welcome. ^^
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Thanks for faving my photo
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polarpoisson Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2015
Thank you! :icontea-plz:
khgirl153 Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2015
You're welcome. ^^
Kaizick1700 Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy B-Day! :D :ihavecaek: 
khgirl153 Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2015
Thank you! ^^
Kaizick1700 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ur welcome!! 
ArtisticWarrior0 Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2015  Professional General Artist
Happy Birthday, Belle! :D Hope you have a wonderful day! :cake:
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