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If I go to Heaven tomorrow,

can I look forward to greeting you there someday?

I couldn’t help but think about it this morning.

Not every day is guaranteed.

Despite good intentions and safety measures,

there’s no fool-proof way to guard your Earthly life.

Will I see you there?

I’m scared if not.

I’ll be safe, happy, and filled with eternal light.

If you go to the alternative…

My heart breaks at the thought of never seeing you again.

I won’t preach.

I won’t force my views.

But know that I love you.

And it’s that love that makes me fear for you.

I’ll be okay, no matter what.

But what about you?

If I go to Heaven tomorrow,

will I be able to embrace you and tell you this?

“Welcome home”?
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What would life be like if I never existed?

The world wouldn’t care.

It would still keep functioning.

Time will go on like normal I suppose.

New children will be born.

Shouts of angry and joy will fill the air.

No one will notice if I’m not there.

Would life be better if I never existed?

It’s a depressing thought, but I can’t help but wonder.

People would be one burden short.

But then no one would hear me laugh.

There would be one less person to fret about.

But then no one would know how much I care about them.

Would anyone care if I never existed?

Not if they never knew me.

The children I loved and cared for will be loved and cared for by someone else.

My family won’t have to worry about budgeting for one more.

My friends will find their way to each other if it was meant to be.

And my beloved?

Would they love another?

Someone better?

Someone who would stop doubting themselves?


Talk to them.

Get it straight.

Make your feelings known.

Because people will care!

Even if they never met you, they’re looking for you.

If they can’t find you, then what?

Don’t keep them waiting.

Keep going.
You think that you are so despicable, dirty, and vile.

You think that you don’t deserve anything beautiful and bright.

You hesitate when you begin feeling happy.

Is it because you are afraid of losing it again?

Or are you afraid of hurting what you see as beautiful and bright?

There is so much mud in your eyes.

You can’t see what it is that I see.

To me, you are the beauty and I am the beast.

Giving me so much and asking for little in return.

Protecting me without a second thought.

Even if it means you get the short end of the deal.

So gentle and careful to not bring harm.

So sweet and kind to those you truly care about.

When I thought that you were going to be taken from me, my ugliness revealed itself.

I wanted to scream and shout, claiming you as mine alone.

I didn’t want anyone to steal you away.

If I had the option, I would keep you with me always.

But that would only suffocate and hurt you.

You were not meant to be imprisoned.

So return at your own pace and time.

I will have faith, and I will hope that everything will be okay.

Until then, I will do my best too.


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Kaizick1700 Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Plz add more poems! I really enjoy them. :)
khgirl153 Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2015
Thank you very much! ^/////^ I'll do my best.
Kaizick1700 Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Np! I can't wait :3
TimesFire90 Featured By Owner May 15, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for faving!
khgirl153 Featured By Owner May 15, 2015
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Thank you! :icontea-plz:
khgirl153 Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2015
You're welcome. ^^
Kaizick1700 Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy B-Day! :D :ihavecaek: 
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